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OK lets see two days of no posting what's been going on....well his nephew's father might decide to take him. We are not sure yet or not what's going to happen, but he is coming down to see the boy. He hasn't been in his life at all though he does pay child support so he has the law on his side. Not sure how I feel about that yet or not. His sister will be devastated she really wants them to stay together. I've been getting in trouble a lot for attitude. Have got a few strokes of the whip almost every night. Think once again as I've said before when vanilla life gets in the way easy to forget my place. Master has been subtly reminding me when I'm bad, and lots of hair pulling..lol. Today should be my last day of my monthly, so maybe can play a bit tonight. After a few weeks of no play almost always afraid to start up again for some reason. Plus think I've been putting this off just to push things again. Don't know why I do that. Master does read it but not every day. He still isn't leaving comments to let me know what he read, though if he's unhappy he lets me know that. Truly i don't know what I want or need anymore. Am feeling a bit lost and depressed right now, and no clue why. Maybe some rough play will take care of that. I'm just not sure anymore. Accidentally wrote my father a note I thought I'd sent to Master...lol. Luckily didn't say anything bad just asked if we should bring the old bat to my father's work picnic or not. Was a bit shocked when my father wrote back saying what old bat? Didn't make it to the munch this month. Wanted too but didn't really feel good that night so just stayed home and chilled. Sounded like we missed a great meeting too. Well hopefully won't miss any more. Do love to go. OK finally caught up for now...huggsssssss to all.
Well lets see what can this one say about today? Well started out lovely kid wouldn't wake up as usual. Least didn't forget Master's clothes though sure didn't want to get up and take a shower, and loose a moments of precious sleep. Finally did get up to take that shower though, when done found two cats staring at the shower curtain waiting for this one to emerge. Guess remembered Masters clothes forgot cats breakfast. Would be a miracle if this slave remembered everyone all on the same day. Between Master, teen, cats, parents, and various other family members this girl is dragged twenty ways till Sunday most of the time. Master is always first, but this girl gets dragged away sometimes and he doesn't like that. After finally got all up, and headed out door at last went to McDonald's for breakfast..O joy. Was actually enjoying my breakfast sandwich when Master started picking on teen telling her that she was going to bite into a huge piece of bone in her sausage. Well guess who did soon as he said that? After this girl spit and spit and threw the rest of her sandwich away Master kept saying she had bit into a chicken beak. So stomach was pretty queasy. Dropped kid at school, had to pry her out of car with a crow bar. Had to go get the mother in law. As you can tell day was just doomed all around. Went down to talk to lawyer about sis in laws wrong full death. He was nice till he found out sis in law weighed four hundred pounds and smoked like a chimney. Then dollar signs disappeared and he got pretty cold and distant. We left there with nothing accomplished and headed home. Went to Wally world before dropping of mom in law. They had the one and only season of Beauty and the beast on DVD but didn't' want to pay thirty five dollars for it so put it down. Went across the street and spent fifty in games instead..lol. finally dropped off loud mouth annoying, farting, belching mother in law and went to pick up kid from school. Of course she was busy talking and took forever to get her out door and into car. In mean time had to talk to principle. More fun piled on fun. Finely got home. One good thing was no baby to watch. My other sister took her out to dinner, and to play at her house. Realized no meat was put out to thaw for dinner so slowly cooked hamburger and made hamburger helper. The box had been in the cupboard forever and it looked pretty questionable to me, but had no complaints. Am so ready for bed and will be happy for no play time tonight. Of course if get some will be happy for that as well. (WEG)
Well day got off to a very bad start actually. This girl woke up nips weren't hurting at last, and she was ready to play. Master though still isn't sleeping well and wasn't ready to play so told girl to go take a bath. Well this girl doesn't take rejection well so stormed off to take bath and didn't return for hours. Finaly came back to get Master's clothes and don't know what went wrong from there. Master said this girl was being disrespectfull and needed the whip. Some reason this girl just couldn't face the whip today and refused to step foot in room. Now since Master was on bed and not in his chair he couldn't reach girl. He told her she'd better get down and take punishment she refused. Finaly he took her tag away, and siad she wasn't good enough to wear it. This really hurt as her dog tags mean a lot to her. She left room unhappy Master stayed in room unhappy, and wasn't a good situation. This girl does what she usually does when unhappy. She wrote Master a note trying to explain her feelings. This girl doesn't like being whipped, and if she's going to be whipped just feels it aught to be for a good reason. Sometimes Master says she glares when she doesn't mean to, and sometimes there is a reason behind her attitide and it would be better to find reason then just to unreasonably punish girl for being human and showing her feelings. Well after Master read letter he called girl to him. They hugged and made up. Laster in afternoon they had some make up sex which is the best, and the day improved from then on. This girl is truly sorry for the fight. She trusts and loves her Master, and doesn't try to dissapoint him on purpose. She just truly feels the whip should be for serous infractions only. Maybe Master can find other punishments for less serous infractions. Standing in a corner or whatever. Am sure Master truly doesn't wish girl to be scared to come and talk to him, becouse of the whip. Well she had no computer most of the day as well for punishment. Am glad it's over now, and Master gave girl back her tags. It's not easy being a Master with one such as me. Love you always Sir. Submissivly yours, Master Ed's dark angel
Well another banner day for this girl. Can't seem to not pout, and have attitude some days. Master made her sleep with no underwear last night. Can't seem to sleep well completly nude for some reason, so am very hot, tired, and cranky this morning. Promised Master no attutude today, so trying to just stay away from him. Master not only banned underwear, he wouldn't let this girl cover up for over an hour. Of couse she kept trying to sneak sheet back over herself so the time kept being lengthened. He also told her no underwear today, but girl is hoping he forgot. Wearing pants that are to big and they keep falling down so no underwear would not be a good thing today. It's over 80* degrees today am sweating horribly. My new kittens are doing well though. Very loud mouths which is a good thing. Every now and then there mother sits on them and they let her know very quickly. Really need a schedule. This girl just waste to much time doing nothing during the day. Just can't seem to make one and stick to it. Will let you know tomorrow if succeeded in one day without attitude. Huggssssss to any and all who read this girls blog, even if that's only Master.
This girl had an attitude today. Glared at Master becouse he yelled at her at lunch. Then refused to eat anything and pouted. Got two hard smacks with the whip for that. Then Master held her and kissed her tears away, but this girl still had a bit of an attitude. Watched my great niece all day and she was really a handfull today. Wanted outside all day long, and was way to hot to be outside all day. This girl is truly sorry to her Master she doesn't know why she's had an attitude. She's been tired, lazy, and cranky lately and there's no reason for it. My cat had two kittens still born today, so that didn't help mood any. Only two survived. Started to write a story, but never got it finished. Did redo Master's MDS page for him, and this girl thinks it looks pretty good. Took a long time to download all the songs for the player on his page. Even longer to try to get colors to work out right. Would like to get some writing done. Have been really lax about that too lately. Always chatting on MDS instead of working or writing. The house is a mess. Of course there's a lot more then this girl that makes that mess, and never clean. See here this girl goes bitching again and there's no reason for it. Just one of those days. Least hope thats all it is. Will try not to dissapoint Master tomorrow. Least hope won't. Don't want more stripes. Think maybe it's just becouse sometimes where so close and spent so much time togather, then other days life get in the way and where hardly ever in the same room...sigh. Have been going to bed exhausted every night this week and waking up not much rested. Hope Friday comes soon.
Sorry no blog yesterday this one was banned from the computer for a day. She doesn't always answer or respond quickly when Master calls when she's distracted on here. Master said she could get back on later in the afternoon since he was playing a game all day, but the punishment was earned so this one stayed off all day. Didn't really play to much a little, but this girls nipples got really sore from heavy playing and some tit bondage and needed a break. Actually have been exceptionaly tired and lazy last few days. Think my iron must be pretty low. Have been taking my pills but still feel exhausted before two every afternoon. Have gone to bed early just doesn't seem to work. Am thank full Master has let me rest a bit from rough play. Hopefully will perk up and feel better tomorrow. Don't know why i'm so blah. Well have been watching my great niece and sometimes my sister brings her lab over and play ball with him for hours, so might explain the tiredness. Hopefully will have a more interesting blog later on for you.
Well this girl did it agian. Had another leat night, becouse had to wait for niece to come get her baby agian. Hopefully won't have to watch her tonight. I love my great niece to death, but she's so hyper active she wears this girl out. Yesterday wasn't as bad is usually, becouse the child was running a high fever all day. Hate when they bring her to us sick and then lie and say she isn't. The childs skin was burning up, I know right away she was sick. Well when finaly got to bed after eleven Master immeidiatly started to play. This girl wasn't really in the mood, as she was tired and ready for bed. When this girl isn't in the mood it's just really hard to even pretend to be. While playing still feels good it's not the extrodinary feeling it is when girl is in the mood. Well this girl started begging Master do to as she wanted, instead of letting him do as he so desires. Play time was over like that and this girl had to write this girl will not tell Master what to do one hundredd times. Been so long since this girl has wrote anything freehand instead of using the computer forgot how much your wrist can hurt from writing. Wrote this poem that's shown below after. When went to take Master her writing assignment this morning Master stripped girl and fucked her good. His hands and teeth were everywhere and it felt so damn good. This gilr squirted so hard, she could feel it drippling down her ass crack. Master is the best, and this girl is lucky to be able to serve him. When Master got up he saw the cleaning this girl had done and was very pleased. Even daughter is being good so far today. She's taking tests in school and says she will probaly be done before everyone. She thinks it's easy which is a good thing. She has done everything she's asked lately without having to get on her case, though still not rinsing dishes she uses. Guess can't have everything. Hope veryone elses Hump day is as good is mine is turning out to be.
Submissivly yours,
Master Ed's dark angel
