Friday March 30, 2007

Hard to believe my love just grows more for my Master every day. Even though sometimes its still hard to express myself in person. Now our sessions are more about his pleasure then mine, and even though the adjustment is hard he deserves that. There are some things i'm still having a hard time with that he wants. This girl is working on them, she didn't think she'd have such a hard time with her stamina still. This girl gets tired quickly when she's the one doing the work instead of Master. Am trying to increase my stamina, but not sure how. Also was hoping we'd do more bondage, and try some new things but haven't. Love being Master's model for pics, but don't do that often either. Guess maybe we should try some role play, as Master wants me to be his hot little slut. This girl can't just get into that role easily. She has trouble saying nasty sexual things out loud, and still blushes scarlett and stammers when she tries. Maybe if they actually set up a role play scene maybe a prison guard and his prisoner it might work easer. To stay out of trouble this girl is trying to stay off yahoo(sorry to all my friends), yet now Master tells her she can talk to her friends. This is confusing to me, becouse if can't flirt and talk about sex there isn't a lot left to talk about. Have not earned a whipping for last two days so maybe this girl is getting better. Maybe Master is just being nice not sure which. Well which ever am glad of it. Master's little slut pet concubine lover wife slave Dark Angel forever....